• 12:39 AM, Saturday, September 24, 2005
ok a little break from mugging. well actually a looong break la. hehehe *guilty face*this will just be a short one. I shall blog more when the finals are OVER.
-delta-
• 12:31 AM, Sunday, September 18, 2005
sunday.had this sorta like a pep rally for evangelism. it was very emotional for me and for alot of people too. yup as in crying jag. not really crying jag la but tears.
when i heard him say " do you feel like you're very tired?" i went yes inside of me. then i started tearing because I was remembering all the times i wished so hard to hear god's voice and I didnt hear anything. then i remembered all the times I saw so much more devtoted christians than me and how i wanted to be like them. to truely see god and talk to him. then i also remembered what i had wanted to be when i grew up and the convos with my mum and crystal.
I was just going " lord i dun want to just pretend to be someone I'm not. I dun want to be pressurized when i see other people be wat i want to be. " and all of sudden i started to shiver. not very sure y la but then i just felt that all of this stuff didnt matter at all. then i started crying even harder when kexin prayed for me and talked with me. THanks! and ya, i learned a really impt lesson today: to just be yourself. practically! not in theory.
guess that i'll just follow god's path, doesnt matter where i go. oh well, back to mugging.
-delta-
• 12:02 AM, Saturday, September 17, 2005
quidam is the BEST!!!!it was very very extremely amazing and touching. i enjoyed myself soooo much.
its about this girl who's very lonely, no siblings and all. then all of a sudden this headless guy comes in and leaves behind his hat. so she puts on the hat and poof! she's not lonely anymore in fact she has a whole circus of frens.
actually before everyone starts thinking, a guy without a head.... no. the headless guy is just the girl's inner self. she realises she has to stop dreaming and step out and fufil her dreams. (he asks for his hat back at the end of the show by the way) its "about the nameless passerby, the person living lost amidst the crowd in an all too annoynomous society", a story of " the one who cries out, sings and dreams within us all". nice right?
the acts were really good too. the chinese wheel thingie and the 4 man tower and the balancing act and the miming clown act(had me in stitches) actually everything was nice. except that at first the music was very lonely sounding.
sighs. quidam quidam.
-delta-
• 6:16 AM, Thursday, September 15, 2005
thursday. is it just me or does the whole week just pass by like that? *snaps fingers* it seems like monday was just yesterday and i was getting geared up for the week. time flies.anyway today i was just discussing wat i wanted to be when i grow up with crystal. it's a bIG headache for everyone I'll say. Its like there are soooo many things you want to do or be. no the little talk didnt exactly helped, it only made me more confused. but then i have to remember two things: follow GOD....and your heart.
tomorrow is the BIG home econs practical test. not that I can prepare for it. x) hopefully I'll be able to whip up something good. and quidam (pronounced kee-dham)!! oh my gosh cant wait lor!
well, god bless!
-delta-
• 7:21 AM, Friday, September 09, 2005
havent been blogging for a really loooong time. maybe cos there isnt and hasnt been anything interesting happening.school's the same. as usual. *gives a "duh" look* but finals are coming up and i better BETTER do well. if not.... i can kiss going to europe good-bye.
we-ll. if there's really anything interesting, it must be this sunday. I'm supposed to help out at the av fair. seems like fun! cant wait.=)
Did i mention i'm also a new new michelle branch fan? maybe its because my voice sounds good singing her songs? my voice doesnt sound good singing SOME songs.
if i just breathe
let it fill the space between
i'll know everything is alright
breathe
every little piece of me
you'll see
everything is alright
if i just breathe
That's what's been happening recently. in a nutshell.
happy mooncake festival!!(did i mention its one of my favourite festivals? after christmas, my birthday, chinese new year...and so on.)
stay happy! =))
delta
• 2:53 AM, Thursday, September 01, 2005
this week was or is an emotional rollercoaster. feeling emotionally tired.even wad i wanna write doesnt make sense. AND that's a bad sign for me.
[xinyi/sls] missing ya'all loads. tomorrow's iap and no worries. wo xiang xin wo men neng zuo de dao. cant wait for the holidaes.
[nicole]thanks for letting me share the pressie with u. shall go and tag ur blog later yah? cya sunday.
still trying to get over last last last week's flu. Or was it just 2 weeks ago? haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN!
ciao.
-delta-
